In case anyone was curious what I was doing 2.9.2009
Was hunting through a back up hard drive for a set I shot a minute ago and Landed on Alice Bell. As sweet as they come and ready for anything. It struck a chord after my day today.
In my early days of directing I hadn’t been chastised so many times and wasn’t nearly as jaded. The questions I asked came out of my interest in the girl. Somewhere in the interview I asked “How old were you the first time you had sex?”
She got very serious for a second and said “the first time I had sex or the first time I Enjoyed sex?”
being the sometimes ruthless prick I can be I said “The first time, not all porn is happy porn”. Well she answered.
Her answer never made the movie, but It was certainly one of the most raw stories I heard that month.
In my time in Adult I know of 5 girls that I have done scenes with that have later died. I imagine significantly more have returned back to where they come from and done the same. Before you decide you want to be me, or do what it is I do, be prepared that not all porn is happy porn.
As far as I know Alice moved back to where she was from and lived happily ever after her 3 months of exploring adult, her story will stay with me for much longer.